I posted this at
thesovereignty for a 'Mental Health' post.
I've been diagnosed with bi-polar disorder, but I've never known about any specific types, so I don't know what type I am. I take just Citalopram to keep the depression away, and sometimes I wonder if I need to up my dose or something. Of course, part of my problem is that I forget to take it b/c I'm EXTREMELY forgetful and lazy to boot.
I hate going out in the world sometimes and don't want to leave my home for weeks at a time.
Sometimes I wonder if I have OCD because I freak out if someone touches my stuff or moves my stuff around. Of course, it happens constantly with my bedroom at my parents house. So happy times there.
My mind can run a 1000 miles a minute to the point that I can barely process what I'm supposed to be thinking or doing.
I don't get along with people in the outside 'normal' world very well and am somewhat chronically unemployed because I can't deal with being told where to be and when and cry when things go badly. Well, sometimes I cry and sometimes I yell and throw things.
I occasionally wonder if I'm just immature, but I've seen shrinks in the past and have spent time in a asylum/rehab for some of my problems.