Blarg
I figure that I should update, as I'm having the week from hell right now.
Remember how my car got all screwyed up?
Well, that was Sunday.
Remember how I couldn't work for two days (Monday and Tuesday) b/c the dorks over at Kean's don't know what their workers are planning from day to day.
That was Monday and Tuesday.
Wednesday, I go to work at a store that just GOT ROBBED on Monday. And they leave me there by myself. Sure, I can lock the door on the inside by flicking a switch. But no one told me about this until after I got there. Would I have went there if they had told me before hand? Hell no!! I don't care if the likely hood of a store getting robbed twice in one week is atronomically low, with the way my week's been going, it'll happen. I promise. Brian came and stayed with me, but he couldn't get there until almost six b/c Kean's is trying to work him half to death.
That was Wednesday.
Today, the front driver's side window of my car got busted. I'm not too clear on the details, but something got caught in a lawn mower and flew through the window. The window is shattered. The part for my car still hasn't came in, but now I have this to contend with as well. Does god hate me or something? Trials and tribulations will make you stronger my ASS!!!!!
Speaking of god, my mother, whom I called and she did manage to comfort me, then goes on a rant of how the rapture is coming. That all the signs are there. All oogity boogity on me. Well mom, I can never say this to your face b/c you'll disown me, but the signs have been there for 2000 years!!!!! It's all throughout history. Freaky weather. Pestilence. Plague. (Anyone remember the black plagues of Europe?) War. (Crusades, anyone?) You wanna know the difference now? We have CNN. That's it. We now have the technology to know what's going on all over the world. Hell, the apostles thought that Jesus was coming back in their time. That's is what Christianity was founded on, goddamnit. Am I the only one that sees this shit? Is it just me, or am I the only one with the balls to finally say it?
There's this bumper sticker that Courtney told me about once that I really wanna get. You know the ones that say "In case of rapture, car will be unmaned"? Well, I want one that says "In case of rapture, I WILL steal your car!"
Honestly, I believe in something akin to god. I believe in a supreme being of some sort. Haven't really made up my mind on exactly what it is. But I don't believe in hell. I can't believe that a god that could love us so fucking much would create a bad place to send us if we aren't perfect little angels. I just can't. My mind doesn't wrap around the concept. Everytime I try to, it just makes me hate god. People hurting all over the world in different ways makes me hate god. Maybe Brian's right. Maybe god just created the world then sat down to watch.
So, I'm not going to work today. I've had too shitty of a week to bother. Fuck them. It'll take everthing I have in me to go back at all. I will, but I'll hate it.
Sorry about the god rant, but jeeze, my mother does that to me sometimes.
Remember how my car got all screwyed up?
Well, that was Sunday.
Remember how I couldn't work for two days (Monday and Tuesday) b/c the dorks over at Kean's don't know what their workers are planning from day to day.
That was Monday and Tuesday.
Wednesday, I go to work at a store that just GOT ROBBED on Monday. And they leave me there by myself. Sure, I can lock the door on the inside by flicking a switch. But no one told me about this until after I got there. Would I have went there if they had told me before hand? Hell no!! I don't care if the likely hood of a store getting robbed twice in one week is atronomically low, with the way my week's been going, it'll happen. I promise. Brian came and stayed with me, but he couldn't get there until almost six b/c Kean's is trying to work him half to death.
That was Wednesday.
Today, the front driver's side window of my car got busted. I'm not too clear on the details, but something got caught in a lawn mower and flew through the window. The window is shattered. The part for my car still hasn't came in, but now I have this to contend with as well. Does god hate me or something? Trials and tribulations will make you stronger my ASS!!!!!
Speaking of god, my mother, whom I called and she did manage to comfort me, then goes on a rant of how the rapture is coming. That all the signs are there. All oogity boogity on me. Well mom, I can never say this to your face b/c you'll disown me, but the signs have been there for 2000 years!!!!! It's all throughout history. Freaky weather. Pestilence. Plague. (Anyone remember the black plagues of Europe?) War. (Crusades, anyone?) You wanna know the difference now? We have CNN. That's it. We now have the technology to know what's going on all over the world. Hell, the apostles thought that Jesus was coming back in their time. That's is what Christianity was founded on, goddamnit. Am I the only one that sees this shit? Is it just me, or am I the only one with the balls to finally say it?
There's this bumper sticker that Courtney told me about once that I really wanna get. You know the ones that say "In case of rapture, car will be unmaned"? Well, I want one that says "In case of rapture, I WILL steal your car!"
Honestly, I believe in something akin to god. I believe in a supreme being of some sort. Haven't really made up my mind on exactly what it is. But I don't believe in hell. I can't believe that a god that could love us so fucking much would create a bad place to send us if we aren't perfect little angels. I just can't. My mind doesn't wrap around the concept. Everytime I try to, it just makes me hate god. People hurting all over the world in different ways makes me hate god. Maybe Brian's right. Maybe god just created the world then sat down to watch.
So, I'm not going to work today. I've had too shitty of a week to bother. Fuck them. It'll take everthing I have in me to go back at all. I will, but I'll hate it.
Sorry about the god rant, but jeeze, my mother does that to me sometimes.