Aug 25, 2005 23:08
I dont really know why I'm writing this, I think I just feel a need to keep up with everyone.
College is going pretty well. I am very very busy. besides all my classes i have auditions and workshops, as well as dinners and events in my dorm, and trying to make time for matt and homework and meeting new people.
i really want to meet a lot of new people, im worried i havent really done that yet.
my roommate is very nice. she is outgoing but very studious and is a very good influence on me. she's helping me get involved and stuff around campus, so thats good.
i still dont have a job, because I am a slacker. I really need the money, I just dont know if Im gonna have the time. I might try to go work at the bookstore or something. they have to be understanding about things like homework and stuff. not the best job, not the most money, but it could work i guess. maybe i'll go talk to them tomorrow. then at least i could afford to pay the bank back the money i owe them. :O)
lets see, what else is new. not too much i guess. just sitting in my room getting ready to go to bed. I miss staying with matt, but im paying so much money for this dorm room and stuff, i want to stay here sometimes too. also, i really want to meet new people. if he graduates and moves away and ihave no friends because i spent all my time with him this year, i'll probably be upset. but at the same time, if he moves and i havent spent time with him i'll be sad. its very complicated i guess.
it would be easier if he would come here i think, but because of my room mate and all the people here, it doesnt really make sense i guess. well i duno.
i have been very crafty lately. i made a skirt(almost done) and im working on knitting together a purse so i can felt it, and im pretty excited about that. the yarn is very pretty, though not 100% wool, so it will be an experiment. and i have been trying to work on my drawing to make it better, because sometimes my designs suffer because i dont draw people very well. i seem to be doing ok i guess. faces are still very hard, particuraly lips and noses.
well, i think im going to go knit some more. i hope to be fineshed by this weekend. anyways, leave me love or something. if you're reading this, i probably miss you.
goodnight.