10 Years A Star...
I love a lot of things in my life right now, but at the same time, I hate a lot of things.
I love what I have, but I don’t know what I want, ultimately.
I’ve never felt so happy, yet so disconnected about where my life is going.and how I want it to end up.
Is that crazy?
How can I be so sad and angry, yet be happy all at the same time?
I feel sometimes that I’m coming to the end of wanting to film porn anymore, then I get excited and that feeling goes away.
Is this a career I want to spend another 10 years of my life on? In 10 years I will almost be 40. That’s not a good time in life to be making career changes.
I guess the ultimate question is, do I finally give it up or press on.
I love what I have, but I don’t know what I want, ultimately.
I’ve never felt so happy, yet so disconnected about where my life is going.and how I want it to end up.
Is that crazy?
How can I be so sad and angry, yet be happy all at the same time?
I feel sometimes that I’m coming to the end of wanting to film porn anymore, then I get excited and that feeling goes away.
Is this a career I want to spend another 10 years of my life on? In 10 years I will almost be 40. That’s not a good time in life to be making career changes.
I guess the ultimate question is, do I finally give it up or press on.