Firework.... Boom.
I'm listening to Katy Perry's song Firework.
"Baby your a firework, come on show us what your worth.."
I don't feel worth much. Never have.
I can't wait for this year to end, I really do hope I get into uni or find a job soon cause I cant stand having nothing to do, its really beguining to get to me.
This year has been one thing after another and i can't do this shit anymore, i'm actually sat here shaking as im writing this.
I just don't know what to do with myself, at all.
Theres a few people i wanna mention in here.
Neil Webster
You were a brilliant friend in birmingham, it was always you i spoke to about all the shit that was going on and im so thankful that you have accepted my apology an speak to me again. I do miss you and birmingham! Your a fantastic person and its really nice to see you happy with your boyfriend.
Alex Preston
I don't think i could possibly think of anyone better to be friends with! You always know what to say and we have so much in common its scary. Your one of the few people i actually trust with ANYTHING. I don't trust alot of people. You an David are so adorable together, you two inspire me an give me hope that maybe one day i'll find somone to have with you guys have.
Simon Wright
Alot of shit went down this year, and you know im sorry for it. I think i've apologised about a million times but it still don't seam like enougth. Your a fantastic person and im so damn happy to have our friendship back.
Callum Mckenzie
I don't blame you for hating me, and im sorry for what he did with your pictures. That really was him who put them on that blog. I'm So glad you got rid of that boyfriend of yours and im glad your happy with your new guy. I do hope maybe one day you will forgive me for all the drama an shit my job brought.
Jennie Kelsall
You are my rock, My inspiration, My hero. I would't be who i am now if it wasnt for you. You really are one hell of a person. Your not just my cousin, you really are one of my best friends. You have helped me out a lot this year and i couldn't thank you enougth if i tried. Your also one of the few people i trust with anything.
Reece Folan
You dissapoint me. You really upset me and you have really really hurt me. I've known you for over seven years. SEVEN years. I quit my job and moved out of my apartment. Where were you? Did you ask me if i was ok? Did you call me? Did you txt me? Did you facebook me? I have helped you every chance i could. You've told me shit i wouldnt even repeat on my death bed. I helped you though personal issues, family issues, financial issues and i even managed to build you a new fucking computer for uni. I had a good job and a nice apartment, something no one would give up without a good reason. When i did quit and move out you didnt once ask me if i was ok. You didnt once ask what happend. You were too busy with your new friend who you have only known 7 months. I will not forgive you.
Lewis Scrimgeour
You are a beautiful person and i love you more than anything. You make me smile, you make me happy. Living with you for that month was the most happy ive ever been. I'm sorry things didn't work out. I wish things could have been differnt and we could still be together. Maybe, just maybe, one day.
Richard Neate
I miss judged you so badly. All the shit that went on when you left your job. Atleast now i can say i know how you felt. Im glad your doing well now and its great to see you have moved on from all the shit.
I think thats enough for now.
Like i said. I can't wait for this year to end.
"Baby your a firework, come on show us what your worth.."
I don't feel worth much. Never have.
I can't wait for this year to end, I really do hope I get into uni or find a job soon cause I cant stand having nothing to do, its really beguining to get to me.
This year has been one thing after another and i can't do this shit anymore, i'm actually sat here shaking as im writing this.
I just don't know what to do with myself, at all.
Theres a few people i wanna mention in here.
Neil Webster
You were a brilliant friend in birmingham, it was always you i spoke to about all the shit that was going on and im so thankful that you have accepted my apology an speak to me again. I do miss you and birmingham! Your a fantastic person and its really nice to see you happy with your boyfriend.
Alex Preston
I don't think i could possibly think of anyone better to be friends with! You always know what to say and we have so much in common its scary. Your one of the few people i actually trust with ANYTHING. I don't trust alot of people. You an David are so adorable together, you two inspire me an give me hope that maybe one day i'll find somone to have with you guys have.
Simon Wright
Alot of shit went down this year, and you know im sorry for it. I think i've apologised about a million times but it still don't seam like enougth. Your a fantastic person and im so damn happy to have our friendship back.
Callum Mckenzie
I don't blame you for hating me, and im sorry for what he did with your pictures. That really was him who put them on that blog. I'm So glad you got rid of that boyfriend of yours and im glad your happy with your new guy. I do hope maybe one day you will forgive me for all the drama an shit my job brought.
Jennie Kelsall
You are my rock, My inspiration, My hero. I would't be who i am now if it wasnt for you. You really are one hell of a person. Your not just my cousin, you really are one of my best friends. You have helped me out a lot this year and i couldn't thank you enougth if i tried. Your also one of the few people i trust with anything.
Reece Folan
You dissapoint me. You really upset me and you have really really hurt me. I've known you for over seven years. SEVEN years. I quit my job and moved out of my apartment. Where were you? Did you ask me if i was ok? Did you call me? Did you txt me? Did you facebook me? I have helped you every chance i could. You've told me shit i wouldnt even repeat on my death bed. I helped you though personal issues, family issues, financial issues and i even managed to build you a new fucking computer for uni. I had a good job and a nice apartment, something no one would give up without a good reason. When i did quit and move out you didnt once ask me if i was ok. You didnt once ask what happend. You were too busy with your new friend who you have only known 7 months. I will not forgive you.
Lewis Scrimgeour
You are a beautiful person and i love you more than anything. You make me smile, you make me happy. Living with you for that month was the most happy ive ever been. I'm sorry things didn't work out. I wish things could have been differnt and we could still be together. Maybe, just maybe, one day.
Richard Neate
I miss judged you so badly. All the shit that went on when you left your job. Atleast now i can say i know how you felt. Im glad your doing well now and its great to see you have moved on from all the shit.
I think thats enough for now.
Like i said. I can't wait for this year to end.
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