Sunday morning rain is falling Steal some covers share some skin...
Sitting here sipping on a hot cup of what is probably my 10th cup of tea in the space of about 5 hours, i realized it's been a while since i updated this thing.
Life has been interesting lately, and i can only describe it as interesting yet strange.
Last night was spent with two new friends of mine, Calvin & Connor.
Connor the classically cute Emo and Calvin the outrageously cute new skewll style Emo.
Their like any typical couple, i guess kinda the way me an lewis (I'll get to him later) are / were.
They adore each other, that much is obvious, and like any couple they have their ups an downs. I find myself routing for them. They work well together and i hope they work stuff out.
As for me an lewis, well where do i start.
Yeah he moved here for a month, and to be honest it was really nice.
"Someone to love (Someone to love)
Sweetheart to miss (Sweetheart to miss)
Sugar to kiss (Sugar to kiss)
I need you, you, you"
He really made a difference, cuddling me, caring for me, loving me.
Now he's back in Scotland on a count of he couldn't find a job, which sucks to be fair, but what can i do?
Not a lot.
I really don't know how to feel at the minute and its getting me down, not knowing what to do.
The ultimate question comes to mind.
Should i stay... or should i go...
No i don't mean leave Liverpool, I've just got back here and i don't intend on leaving too soon.
Do i stay with him, in a relationship that, although we love each other, is already looking bleak or do i cut loose an move on?
Lets not forget the last person i "fell in love" with. That didn't end well now did it.
Anyway, enough of that.
It's really nice to have Dean back in my life, i missed him. He made me realize how much i miss myself.
The next few weeks. No. the next month or so is going to be about me.
Finding myself again.
As im nearing the end of this cup of tea, i shall end this post.
I wonder what these tea leaves would say.....
Life has been interesting lately, and i can only describe it as interesting yet strange.
Last night was spent with two new friends of mine, Calvin & Connor.
Connor the classically cute Emo and Calvin the outrageously cute new skewll style Emo.
Their like any typical couple, i guess kinda the way me an lewis (I'll get to him later) are / were.
They adore each other, that much is obvious, and like any couple they have their ups an downs. I find myself routing for them. They work well together and i hope they work stuff out.
As for me an lewis, well where do i start.
Yeah he moved here for a month, and to be honest it was really nice.
"Someone to love (Someone to love)
Sweetheart to miss (Sweetheart to miss)
Sugar to kiss (Sugar to kiss)
I need you, you, you"
He really made a difference, cuddling me, caring for me, loving me.
Now he's back in Scotland on a count of he couldn't find a job, which sucks to be fair, but what can i do?
Not a lot.
I really don't know how to feel at the minute and its getting me down, not knowing what to do.
The ultimate question comes to mind.
Should i stay... or should i go...
No i don't mean leave Liverpool, I've just got back here and i don't intend on leaving too soon.
Do i stay with him, in a relationship that, although we love each other, is already looking bleak or do i cut loose an move on?
Lets not forget the last person i "fell in love" with. That didn't end well now did it.
Anyway, enough of that.
It's really nice to have Dean back in my life, i missed him. He made me realize how much i miss myself.
The next few weeks. No. the next month or so is going to be about me.
Finding myself again.
As im nearing the end of this cup of tea, i shall end this post.
I wonder what these tea leaves would say.....