hospital
Ok so i collapsed on monday and was rushed to hospital.
Doctors still dont know what the problem is, they THINK its either stress related or nervs.
I think its stress.
I got home on friday to find the bin in the kicthen with condoms in it, at first i thought nothing of it BUT then i realised theyw ere normal sized codoms... they cant possibly be from the shoot i did before i went into hospital, cause jason is huge normal sized ones done fit him!
&& it was a differtnt bag, cause i dont shop at sainsburrya and i dont drink smirnoff vodka.
So it HAS to be sam and simon.
Which tbh is fucking sick... Sam the guy who says he's in LOVE with me an simon being well Simon.
and while im in hospital.
They swore it wasnt them but it HAS to be i mean, there was even ID lube in the bag, jason an danny used the bottle of tingle lube in the shoot, and this was open ID lube.
they swore they didnt but i cant belive them i just cant!!
Its just IMPOSSIBLE, down right impossible - which means their BOTH lieing to me, plain and simple.
so what ive done is, ive set sams computer up to record his conversations on msn, and im gonna check them in a few days.
i feel like a crazy person, but im not. im just not.
i cant be.
i need a drink.
EDIT -
Sam didnt try it on with simon.. good job id have gone spare!!
Crazy me, crazy hospitals >.< x
Doctors still dont know what the problem is, they THINK its either stress related or nervs.
I think its stress.
I got home on friday to find the bin in the kicthen with condoms in it, at first i thought nothing of it BUT then i realised theyw ere normal sized codoms... they cant possibly be from the shoot i did before i went into hospital, cause jason is huge normal sized ones done fit him!
&& it was a differtnt bag, cause i dont shop at sainsburrya and i dont drink smirnoff vodka.
So it HAS to be sam and simon.
Which tbh is fucking sick... Sam the guy who says he's in LOVE with me an simon being well Simon.
and while im in hospital.
They swore it wasnt them but it HAS to be i mean, there was even ID lube in the bag, jason an danny used the bottle of tingle lube in the shoot, and this was open ID lube.
they swore they didnt but i cant belive them i just cant!!
Its just IMPOSSIBLE, down right impossible - which means their BOTH lieing to me, plain and simple.
so what ive done is, ive set sams computer up to record his conversations on msn, and im gonna check them in a few days.
i feel like a crazy person, but im not. im just not.
i cant be.
i need a drink.
EDIT -
Sam didnt try it on with simon.. good job id have gone spare!!
Crazy me, crazy hospitals >.< x