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I like that I'm not the only one that doesn't like .... Him...
and on another note...
I want things to be the same again... i don't hate you...
I think thats about all....
OH... let me tell my story...
Ok so the show tonight... went well...
untill Elaborate Lives Reprise... So, Court and My self are supposed to look at the audience and she sings it... then we look at each other... well tonight... i was feeling very emotional..
While i was looking at the audience... i started to well up.. then we walk towards each other when she sings "I just want to keep your heart" so i tried to hold back the tears... then we grab hands and look at the audience... and sing in harmony... "We All Lead Such Elaborate Lives" so heres me.. choking back the tears... it was sooooo bad... Then I turn court into me... and I sing I'm so tired of all we're going through... i don't want to live like that... and as i'm singing.. a tear runs down my face... then i choke on my words... then court starts crying... then we get thrown in the tomb.. and we do our scene... and then I start to sing... "There be no ties of time and space to bind us" and i choke on my words... then she sings... then I try to sing.. but say the words instead... then i start balling... then the curtain closes.. so i change and as i'm changing... i'm crying... so i change back into my mueseum outfit... and as i'm walking through the mueseum... I look at the tomb.. and as i'm supposed to look at courtney i couldn't... so i'm staring at the tomb trying to hold back tears.. and me being me... couldn't... so i start crying.. and instead of me and court touching hands... I grab her and just hug her... then do my curtain calls... while i'm crying...
And tomorrow right is supposed to be our closing night... um... I'm prob. just gonna commit suicide...
Oh man....
ciao
and on another note...
I want things to be the same again... i don't hate you...
I think thats about all....
OH... let me tell my story...
Ok so the show tonight... went well...
untill Elaborate Lives Reprise... So, Court and My self are supposed to look at the audience and she sings it... then we look at each other... well tonight... i was feeling very emotional..
While i was looking at the audience... i started to well up.. then we walk towards each other when she sings "I just want to keep your heart" so i tried to hold back the tears... then we grab hands and look at the audience... and sing in harmony... "We All Lead Such Elaborate Lives" so heres me.. choking back the tears... it was sooooo bad... Then I turn court into me... and I sing I'm so tired of all we're going through... i don't want to live like that... and as i'm singing.. a tear runs down my face... then i choke on my words... then court starts crying... then we get thrown in the tomb.. and we do our scene... and then I start to sing... "There be no ties of time and space to bind us" and i choke on my words... then she sings... then I try to sing.. but say the words instead... then i start balling... then the curtain closes.. so i change and as i'm changing... i'm crying... so i change back into my mueseum outfit... and as i'm walking through the mueseum... I look at the tomb.. and as i'm supposed to look at courtney i couldn't... so i'm staring at the tomb trying to hold back tears.. and me being me... couldn't... so i start crying.. and instead of me and court touching hands... I grab her and just hug her... then do my curtain calls... while i'm crying...
And tomorrow right is supposed to be our closing night... um... I'm prob. just gonna commit suicide...
Oh man....
ciao