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I'm tired and covered in syrups and such
and sad.
but so happy. I feel lighter than I have in years.
I'm not advocating the life of a hermit, however, there is something so peaceful that comes from discovering that I will not die/fall apart/insert bad thing here/ if I don't have certain people in my immediate life.
There are so many people who are so far away, but I feel you.
And there are, at times, people who are in the same room as I am, and nothing feels real. There's no heart. Maybe there once was, but sadly, it all washed away.
I feel so refreshed though, because for the first time in a long time, I feel as though I have the capacity for "moving on".
and sad.
but so happy. I feel lighter than I have in years.
I'm not advocating the life of a hermit, however, there is something so peaceful that comes from discovering that I will not die/fall apart/insert bad thing here/ if I don't have certain people in my immediate life.
There are so many people who are so far away, but I feel you.
And there are, at times, people who are in the same room as I am, and nothing feels real. There's no heart. Maybe there once was, but sadly, it all washed away.
I feel so refreshed though, because for the first time in a long time, I feel as though I have the capacity for "moving on".