Apr 25, 2004 12:38
you know what would be rad. two words eternal sunshine
its getting better. it really is.
everyone always told me how depressed they got and how emo they get when they listen to copeland, and i was always like "dude yeah right it makes me so happy"
....so this morning i pop in copeland, and WTF! most depressing things that i truely have ever heard in my life....
I remember when I'd run to you through fields of white flowers.
Your embrace was my air.
How I needed you there.
All of the world and all of it's powers couldn't keep you love from me.
I need you like the dragonfly's wings need the wind,
like the orphan needs home once again,
like heaven needs more to come in.
I need you here like you've always been.
Then I waved goodbye to you from fields of white flowers.
You were so proud of me.
I was too proud to see that all of the wolrd
and all of it's powers couldn't keep your love from me...
taking for granted all of her smiles that got away.
Now I'm looking up at you from fields of white flowers.
I'll take care of you.
Have faith that when you call my name I'll be there.
It was a strait-faced lie I believed.
It was a strait-faced lie you would ever leave me.
So for now I'll keep believing your words.
Soon enough my strength will return.
Maybe I fell too fast.
Maybe I pushed you away.
Now you're gone and I'm afraid you're never coming back this way again.
I won't mind if you monopolize all of my time.
I won't say a thing at all.
I won't say a word.
(THE WORSE)
Feel the pain teaching us how much more we can take,
reminding us how far we've come.
Let the pain burn away from our hearts.
We have time to start all over again.
If you will shine your love down here.
And make our hearts as perfect as new.
If you would shine your love down here
I promise I'll reflect it right back at you
ok im dumb being emo, back to staying as freaking busy as i possible can.
but at least i slept last night right? and i can eat..sorta
todays different, i feel good inside and not so empty.
God has his plan and i trust him because he does know what he is doing, its just hard to remember that all hours of the day.
haha jess and katy "DEVIL YOU WILL NOT! HAVE MY PEACE"
just keep praying for me yeah?