That is not my tooth brush by the sink.
Well this is all progressing rather quickly....
Amongst the chaos of not knowing if I'll have a job come Sept and other money based things, I received a message on myspace.
A friend of mine from high school looked me up, inspired by the news reports about a car maker that is circling the drain. We hadn't seen or talked to each other since I graduated HS, he was two years behind me. We didn't have a falling out ,we just lost touch. It had been long enough ago that I had forgotten completely about our heavy flirting and me making him fall asleep in my lap and music theory class and me having a crush on him but him dating someone from another school.
We talked some online and I remembered Mirth and Trinket's Unbirthday party and asked if he would want to come along. I was blown away by how well he fit in with that group considering he prefaced the party by saying that he was probably going to be really shy and stick to my side all night. In reality we were there four mins and I was talking with Jenesse and he was talking computers with someone on the other side of the tents. I was amused wholeheartedly when he was getting a back massage by one of Amy's roomies, Lisa gave me the thumbs up. I still was in the realm of nothing is happening between us and that tonight I would offer some crash space and he may or may not take me up on it. I mean shit, earlier that afternoon was the first time we had seen each other since music theory.... four days later I have only slept alone once. His tooth brush is hanging out in a cup on my sink and it all feels completely unreal. More so because he seems to be completely compatible in bed.
I'm kind of not sure how to feel about all of this because it kind of broadsided me like a car in a railroad crossing.
but for right now I have a rock in the storm my life is whipping up to be this summer....
Here's hoping it's isn't full of sound and fury and signifying nothing.....
Amongst the chaos of not knowing if I'll have a job come Sept and other money based things, I received a message on myspace.
A friend of mine from high school looked me up, inspired by the news reports about a car maker that is circling the drain. We hadn't seen or talked to each other since I graduated HS, he was two years behind me. We didn't have a falling out ,we just lost touch. It had been long enough ago that I had forgotten completely about our heavy flirting and me making him fall asleep in my lap and music theory class and me having a crush on him but him dating someone from another school.
We talked some online and I remembered Mirth and Trinket's Unbirthday party and asked if he would want to come along. I was blown away by how well he fit in with that group considering he prefaced the party by saying that he was probably going to be really shy and stick to my side all night. In reality we were there four mins and I was talking with Jenesse and he was talking computers with someone on the other side of the tents. I was amused wholeheartedly when he was getting a back massage by one of Amy's roomies, Lisa gave me the thumbs up. I still was in the realm of nothing is happening between us and that tonight I would offer some crash space and he may or may not take me up on it. I mean shit, earlier that afternoon was the first time we had seen each other since music theory.... four days later I have only slept alone once. His tooth brush is hanging out in a cup on my sink and it all feels completely unreal. More so because he seems to be completely compatible in bed.
I'm kind of not sure how to feel about all of this because it kind of broadsided me like a car in a railroad crossing.
but for right now I have a rock in the storm my life is whipping up to be this summer....
Here's hoping it's isn't full of sound and fury and signifying nothing.....