sorting things out, or typing to myself
i'm having a bit of excess on static energy. It's being syphoned from one direction, I'm not going to say it's his fault but he sure as hell isn't helping. The up side is that i can pour all this energy in to crafy projects like the nifty favors I made. Needless to say I'm chomping at the bit.
But this is just a bit of Lust to color the day.
No crush, just attraction.
Still, we play a pretty game of verbal chess together.
It's so strange to disect feeling like this, but I'm comfortable with it.
Also I can't beleive i confessed what i did to him.
At work I've tossed my hat in for the Surgery tech postion. I've done it before and I hope to get the postion. Either way I'm actually heavily considering, once my lease is up in Feb, moving back to Annapolis and working for the emergency vet again. I'll be closer to all of my baltimore friends. I'll be closer to my dad once the Pentagon channel is transfered to Ft Mead. i really love the area. I've also been reminded all this week that i love emergencies. I love the adrenalin rush of saving a life. There just isn't the same balance at a reg vet vs E vet.... That and i would work less days and ge tthe same amount of hours.
I'm just having an off morning...
But this is just a bit of Lust to color the day.
No crush, just attraction.
Still, we play a pretty game of verbal chess together.
It's so strange to disect feeling like this, but I'm comfortable with it.
Also I can't beleive i confessed what i did to him.
At work I've tossed my hat in for the Surgery tech postion. I've done it before and I hope to get the postion. Either way I'm actually heavily considering, once my lease is up in Feb, moving back to Annapolis and working for the emergency vet again. I'll be closer to all of my baltimore friends. I'll be closer to my dad once the Pentagon channel is transfered to Ft Mead. i really love the area. I've also been reminded all this week that i love emergencies. I love the adrenalin rush of saving a life. There just isn't the same balance at a reg vet vs E vet.... That and i would work less days and ge tthe same amount of hours.
I'm just having an off morning...