Oh goodie
So it never fails that when things to be leveling out in mylife in a good way the checks and balances of the universe kick in... This time housing. many of you know this is the baine of my exhistance, moving and needing to move. Since the dog bite accedent i kinda of let a few things fall to the way side, irresponcibly, just cleaning. And when i got home I was surprised with a not so nice note from management. Lets just put it this way if God isn't with me today, i may have to move next week. I was in full out panic mode last night, to the point that i was feeling very sick. What really didn't help is someone from faire, that i didn't really think of a friend until then, started trying to comfort me on facebook. I started hyperventalating and promptly ended the conversation. One of those moments where anyone being sweet to you could bring on the tears. Tears are not what i need right now. i need action and i need force and i need conviction. I beleive i can do this. Lets see if anyone else does.