Aug 16, 2005 22:26
It's been close to 2 months since Brian has left. It's been okay though. I get to talk to him usually once a day for about 10 to 20 mins. Sometimes I gotta go days without talking to him though. Thank God I have my friends to help me through this... don't think it would be as easy without them. I could do anything for him though. Sometimes when you care for someone enough... you can do things you never dreamt of before. I never thought in a million years I could go a year being away from the person that means most to me. But it really is true that God gives you strength to cope with anything that comes your way, if you know in your heart that it is good and pure. I definatly know that.
He got to call me today, he's on mission. He usually doesn't get to call me when he's out. But a helicopter went down near him, and they let them call home to let family know that their okay. I pray for him daily. I know that he'll come home safe to me. I'm not done with him yet... not even close. I still have my entire life to live with him. I refuse to get that taken away from either of us.
He gets to come home in December. He gets to be home for him Birthday! I'm gunna make it the best birthday that he has ever had. I want it to be absolutely perfect for him. Thats what he deserves! I love him so much!