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Well it’s been a while..... to much to say...i started thinking about, well a lot as i was reading all Mary's entries that i have missed and she made me think. -yes i no not everyone does this but i do when i need to-
Lots have happened...no golden retriever my dad suddenly became allergic *rolls eyes*. I'm now on medicine for my headaches, i have my temps and drive everywhere, and i feel like i am slowly loosing one of my good friends to slowly be replaced my other ppl. And I really don’t wanna loose her. It also feels like i am slowly killing myself for loosing a close love. Its the feeling that song gives you, ya no "Killing me Softly" do ya no what i mean?
I had an 80's party on Saturday and i didn't really wanna have it cuz of stuff that happened right before it.... if you don't no don't ask!
But yeah lots of emotions going on in this little head of mine.... i feel very depressed even though i am on an antidepressant.
I kinda feel like i am whining but i am going to keep on going cuz i never say like any of this.... and if you don't like it then please save me the agony of reading a dumb comment and don't leave one.
I think there is something wrong with me though.... cuz like i always feel FAT and everyone tells me i am not but idk i just feel like i am. And i no like every girl says that but for me i mean it! And i always make up excuses when someone catches me...don't ask
Oh well i better go before i say to much -and i fear i already have-
Later
Lots have happened...no golden retriever my dad suddenly became allergic *rolls eyes*. I'm now on medicine for my headaches, i have my temps and drive everywhere, and i feel like i am slowly loosing one of my good friends to slowly be replaced my other ppl. And I really don’t wanna loose her. It also feels like i am slowly killing myself for loosing a close love. Its the feeling that song gives you, ya no "Killing me Softly" do ya no what i mean?
I had an 80's party on Saturday and i didn't really wanna have it cuz of stuff that happened right before it.... if you don't no don't ask!
But yeah lots of emotions going on in this little head of mine.... i feel very depressed even though i am on an antidepressant.
I kinda feel like i am whining but i am going to keep on going cuz i never say like any of this.... and if you don't like it then please save me the agony of reading a dumb comment and don't leave one.
I think there is something wrong with me though.... cuz like i always feel FAT and everyone tells me i am not but idk i just feel like i am. And i no like every girl says that but for me i mean it! And i always make up excuses when someone catches me...don't ask
Oh well i better go before i say to much -and i fear i already have-
Later