Hey! I'm in College....Again....Fuck.

Aug 03, 2009 20:13

Finally getting around to updating this. I still don't have an internet connection in my room. I'm gonna try to get it set up this week. Anyway, I'm loving it here. California is awesome. Not quite as warm as I was expecting, but it's been really cloudy and foggy. Still. It's beautiful here. Base is pretty cool. It's so much more relaxed than boot camp, it's like a culture shock at first. >.<;; But this place is seriously like home of the dorks/geeks/nerds/whatever. So many people play video games and watch anime and j-dramas and read manga and listen to Japanese/Korean/Chinese music and play Magic. It's fucking awesome. I have finally found somewhere I fit in. Females are really out numbered here. There's only one other female in my division. But I'm finding that I'm more comfortable hanging out with the males. I'm actually being social. We all tend to congregate in our computer lab at night and just sit around and bullshit and order pizza. It's awesome.

I'm honestly surprised at myself. I'm having fun hanging out with other people, and am actually fitting in. Something I am definitely not used to. People here are really shocked when I say I had/still have (to an extent) anxiety issues. It's kinda nice. I'm glad I did this. I've actually developed some self-confidence. *gasp*

Other than that, there's not much to say. Classes haven't started yet. I'm excited, but nervous at the same time. Classes are supposed to be pretty intense. But I'm pretty sure I'll be fine once I get into the swing of things.

developing self confidence, actually fitting in because everyone her, life, being surrounded by lots of guys, dli

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