Apr 22, 2009 00:34
I leave for boot camp in less than a month (26 days to be exact). I'm kind of excited, but more nervous than anything. Everybody keeps telling me I'll do fine, and I'm sure that I will, once I adjust, it's just that it's kinda like when I went away to college. I was nervous and scared as hell, but once I got settled in, I was fine. It'll be a completely new experience, but I think it'll do me good. Help me to get more disciplined and structured, and hopefully help me boost my self-confidence. Because I am severely lacking in the self-confidence department. So I know it'll do me good. I'm still terrified of leaving home. I've been thinking that I should try to get my license before I leave, but I don't know how that will go. ^^;
On a completely different note, I've decided that Tokio Hotel is fucking amazing. Seriously. The only exposure to German music that I've had until now was Rammstein and they scared me when I saw the Du Hast video years ago (probably wouldn't phase me now, thanks Dir en grey! :p) But I randomly started listening to them today....err yesterday, since it's after midnight now. I really like them, both their German and English releases are really good! Of course this means I need to go on a downloading spree and download all the videos of them that I can find. Good thing I'm off work tomorrow!
Other than that, I've got 4 more shifts at work, and then I'm done! My last day is the 29th, but hours are horrible, so I don't work every day, thankfully. :p I am so happy that I'm almost done there. I'm gonna miss a lot of the people I work with, but I definitely won't miss the job. I am just not meant to work retail. ^^;
I'm super excited about getting to go to California after basics. Not to mention the fact that I'll get to learn another language! I'm really excited about that. I'm really hoping for Korean or Chinese, unless Japanese is available. But I'll take whatever they give me (not that I'll have a choice in the matter >.<;;).
I need to start packing up my room and deciding what stuff I want to put in storage and what I want to keep out to have shipped to me once I get to California. I'm not looking forward to that. I have way too much shit.>.<;;
leaving for boot camp,
life,
tokio hotel,
work