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Ok, so my party was a great success. I got about 25 peole into my small flat!
And I got to talk to Robert all night long! I mean in a way that lets you forget you still have other guests...we got along so well! He gave me the feeling to be the only girl in the room! But nevertheless, there was only talking, no kissing.
In the end, he was one of the last three guests who left and just tipped onto my shoulder, said "Goodbye" quickly and was gone before I could even react! I mean there was no "Have fun abroad" or "Hope to see you again" or "It was a nice evening" or at least a little hug! Nothing! Just a tip on the shoulder and a quick "Goodbye". He just left me standing there! What have I done wrong? Didn't I give him enough signals? Did I pick the wrong clothes? Did I scare him? And now I won't see him anymore for 5 fucking months! I can't bare that!
And I got to talk to Robert all night long! I mean in a way that lets you forget you still have other guests...we got along so well! He gave me the feeling to be the only girl in the room! But nevertheless, there was only talking, no kissing.
In the end, he was one of the last three guests who left and just tipped onto my shoulder, said "Goodbye" quickly and was gone before I could even react! I mean there was no "Have fun abroad" or "Hope to see you again" or "It was a nice evening" or at least a little hug! Nothing! Just a tip on the shoulder and a quick "Goodbye". He just left me standing there! What have I done wrong? Didn't I give him enough signals? Did I pick the wrong clothes? Did I scare him? And now I won't see him anymore for 5 fucking months! I can't bare that!