::sighs:: no inspiration...................
I have so much writing to do, and no desire to do it. I owe people IC correspondences, three fictions, and a module or a campaign. I just....I just don't want to do any of it.
I don't want to do a lot of things these days. I don't want to go to work , even though I love my job. I don't want to cook or clean, even though I need to. I don't want to go out, but I don't want to stay in. I don't want people around me, but I don't want to be by myself. i dont' want to excercise, but I"m putting weight back on..... Above all else I just REALLY REALLY REALLY don't want to write, but I need to.
It may be time to bite the bullet and go back on my meds. As much as I don't want to spend the money and as much as I don't want to deal with the weight gain....it might be that time again.
I don't want to do a lot of things these days. I don't want to go to work , even though I love my job. I don't want to cook or clean, even though I need to. I don't want to go out, but I don't want to stay in. I don't want people around me, but I don't want to be by myself. i dont' want to excercise, but I"m putting weight back on..... Above all else I just REALLY REALLY REALLY don't want to write, but I need to.
It may be time to bite the bullet and go back on my meds. As much as I don't want to spend the money and as much as I don't want to deal with the weight gain....it might be that time again.