Depression
Swirling into madness, the mind seems so clouded, was gonna say something amazing, fuck it just sit there and lisent...
I hate when you touch me, hate it when you care, hate it when you smile, hate it when your there, hate it when you do something nice, hate the fact that you love me, but you never understood the reasons that I hate these things, you could never see why, the reasons I hates these feelings is that none of them are mine, I found an angel, and that angel showed me I was a demon, this reality hurts like nothing you can imagine, waking up every night knowing that I'm evil, feeling nothing but anger, and every time you make me feel, even in that little way, I'm reminded of the one thing I cannot escape, you show me what I never wanted to believe, that all I am is what I always hated....
I hate when you touch me, hate it when you care, hate it when you smile, hate it when your there, hate it when you do something nice, hate the fact that you love me, but you never understood the reasons that I hate these things, you could never see why, the reasons I hates these feelings is that none of them are mine, I found an angel, and that angel showed me I was a demon, this reality hurts like nothing you can imagine, waking up every night knowing that I'm evil, feeling nothing but anger, and every time you make me feel, even in that little way, I'm reminded of the one thing I cannot escape, you show me what I never wanted to believe, that all I am is what I always hated....