Rest In Peace, Mom.
Well, on August 25, 2004, my mom passed away. I was in Myrtle Beach on my "last summer trip", when I recieved a phone call from my sister-in-law. We're talking about my biological mom here, not the "mom" I've been living with for 22 years now. That mom is my biological grandma, so its her daughter who died.
I didn't think it would be as difficult as it was to deal with the death of someone so close to me. I am almost in a state of pure shock, where nothing is enough to make me even so much as smile, and I don't know what to do to make myself feel better.
I think what makes it even harder is the fact that I really don't have anyone who I am close enough to. I've really got no friends. I must not make a good enough friend to be friends with people. I think I try too hard and I wear my heart on my sleeve but who knows. Its a sad time, and I thought I would update.
I didn't think it would be as difficult as it was to deal with the death of someone so close to me. I am almost in a state of pure shock, where nothing is enough to make me even so much as smile, and I don't know what to do to make myself feel better.
I think what makes it even harder is the fact that I really don't have anyone who I am close enough to. I've really got no friends. I must not make a good enough friend to be friends with people. I think I try too hard and I wear my heart on my sleeve but who knows. Its a sad time, and I thought I would update.