I feel like a seesaw
I feel just like a seesaw - back and forth back and forth. Sometimes I wonder if I really over-react about everything, and I honestly can say that I think I do. I think I need to be on some kind of relaxation medication. James and I are just fine. Of course I went nuts thinking he was going to be mad at me forever and break up with me and whatnot, but I guess I'm just ridiculous. We're prolly going out to dinner tomorrow night....Red Lobster I say. He didn't really feel well tonight when I was over at Adam's with him, so I dunno, I guess it all depends on how he feels tomorrow. Either way - if he decides he doesn't wanna hang out or do dinner then I cannot flip out about it - ahaha yeah right - I prolly will anyhow, but that's just me. Everything was fine when I was over there today, so I know he's not mad anymore about the phone issue - he even had me help him setup his new voicemail. And BTW...now i have his voicemail code, not that I will use it ever, but I dunno if I remember it correctly. He and I have a TRUSTING relationship so I will not use that voicemail passcode to be malicious in any way...MY promise to myself. Well...I got my hair did today, so I look better now haha. But I need sleep, just updating.