geez
what is wrong with me....
why do I have to push so hard,
why cant I just be okay with things, why do I have to fight everything.
I dont understand whats wrong with me, I feel like Im doing the right thing and then the minute I step back I realize that Im a freak, and that there is something wrong with me.
I just cant be okay with certain things I just cant.. and I wish that I could... but I just cant lie to myself. And I hurt other people because I just cant suck it up and deal with the things that I dont like..
I am so angry with myself and Im so hurt at the same time..
why do I have to push so hard,
why cant I just be okay with things, why do I have to fight everything.
I dont understand whats wrong with me, I feel like Im doing the right thing and then the minute I step back I realize that Im a freak, and that there is something wrong with me.
I just cant be okay with certain things I just cant.. and I wish that I could... but I just cant lie to myself. And I hurt other people because I just cant suck it up and deal with the things that I dont like..
I am so angry with myself and Im so hurt at the same time..