finding it hard to adjust and cope
I've noticed that music that follows my mood tends to fall into my lap the minute I put any on. I decided that I couldn't sleep with the heat since our air conditioning broke so I took out the walkman Reggie gave to me for when i work out on fridays and decided that I'd try to listen to some music to put myself to sleep I just randomly grabbed one of my Josh Groban Cds since his voice soothes me to sleep and then like i have for the past few nights that I've needed music to lull me to sleep I put the cdwalkman on shuffle. Well I've been missing Reggie so much today. We started our two week break so I can't talk to him at all. Well...the first song it decides to play is one that has ALWAYS reminded me of my relationship with Reggie. This song has always been my favorite of his. I've always wanted this kind of love and I found it but its scary that I might lose it soon. I have till August to try to fix the few things that I've started doing that has annoyed him. I feel like breaking down. I didn't realize how much I looked forward to our conversations at night! But I think the worst part about today was seeing him online and knowing that I can't IM him....even if I did he wouldn't talk to me.....its going to be a very hard 2 weeks. But I have this song to help me....I just hope that he finds love for me...not something else...well here is the best song in the world to me right now.
When you say you love me
Sang by Josh Groban
written by Robin Scoffield
Like the sound of silence calling
I hear your voice and suddenly I'm falling
Lost in a dream
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting
You say those words, my heart stops beating
I wonder what it means
What could it be
that comes over me
At times I can't move
At times I can hardly breathe
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive.
You're the one I've always thought of
I don't know why but I feel sheltered in your love
You're where I belong
And when you're with me if I close my eyes
There are times I swear I feel like I could fly
For a moment in time
Somewhere between
The heavens and earth
I'm frozen in time
Oh when you say those words
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive.
And this journey that we're on
How far we've come and I
Celebrate every moment
When you say you love me
That's all you have to say
I'll always feel this way
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive
When you say you love me
Do you know how I love you
When you say you love me
Sang by Josh Groban
written by Robin Scoffield
Like the sound of silence calling
I hear your voice and suddenly I'm falling
Lost in a dream
Like the echoes of our souls are meeting
You say those words, my heart stops beating
I wonder what it means
What could it be
that comes over me
At times I can't move
At times I can hardly breathe
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive.
You're the one I've always thought of
I don't know why but I feel sheltered in your love
You're where I belong
And when you're with me if I close my eyes
There are times I swear I feel like I could fly
For a moment in time
Somewhere between
The heavens and earth
I'm frozen in time
Oh when you say those words
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive.
And this journey that we're on
How far we've come and I
Celebrate every moment
When you say you love me
That's all you have to say
I'll always feel this way
When you say you love me
The world goes still, so still inside and
When you say you love me
For a moment there's no one else alive
When you say you love me
Do you know how I love you