For the fun of it.
Celebrating nostalgia. Looking back and loving those who talked to me in the past. You're all so dear to me, fuck holding back, my life is forever owed to those who put up with my endless stupidity in the past. In the now? I wonder how ignorant I am even now. I searched for all I had no idea of... I gave into others' wants and perspectives in order to understand. I don't regret any of it, but miss all of those people who may hate me. Thank you. I'm sorry I did what I did in my stupidity. I couldn't have known. I'm sure you're well, and if not... talk to me. I would like to tell you all of those things you may wonder about me. Let me help you understand as well as I came to, thanks to you. I wonder if I'll ever post here again. If not, well... I am sure I'll be dead or just negligent. But, I'm sure I'm leaving this the way it should be.. finished. My youth summed up in a journal. How long did it take me to wake up? So, so long. Too long. I keep wanting to thank you. I want to say it over and over. My gratitude knows no limitations. Thank you.. thank you. Thank you. I'm so, supplemented by your views. Maybe I'm speaking to one person, maybe I'm speaking to all who know this as me, my persona. But I appreciate everyone who knew of me. Gave me time and attention. You helped me find myself. I am utterly grateful.
~Austin
~Austin