So, I've been kinda... ignoring this place here. I think it's partly due to the fact that I just have nothing good to say whenever I get the urge to type out anything. The atmosphere is a bit bright for me here, also. Unlike a lot of people, I don't listen to light music to feel light.. and looking at a white background while I type doesn't make me want to type positive things. So, with that much said.. I'll be moving back to my Dead Journal page I used about six years ago, when I was first introduced to the idea of keeping an online journal. It's darker.. and less people read it, than here. Not that I mind people reading my depressing bullshit, but hey.. If they're going to read my depressing bullshit, it seems more fitting to be on a DEAD journal than a LIVE one. Because, let's face it.. I tend to feel pretty dead inside when I get the urge to even contemplate glancing livejournal's way. ... I suppose.
In all honesty, I think it's just because I'm more familiar with dead journal, and .. it does seem to fit me more. All you happy people make me want to barf (just kidding =3). So, yeah.. if you have a dead journal, or if you ever get a hankering to listen to me bitch about things that matter not, here's a link.
http://angelicdeath.deadjournal.com/ Note the old half assed "avatar" I use there. I like it. It's dolly, made from an old picture I could only take a poor picture of with a piece of shit web camera I only used once before it broke.