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[angelicamazon]

Thanks for putting up with me last week peeps. Don't worry, I'm now into what I call 'hapathy'. It's based on apathy, but I'm just happy. A bit like being high, but I'm already high every day, so I don't really have anything to compare that to. Speed for 13 hours, morphine for 8, and for onoe hour per day I'm normal. Wow. Somebody really wants power over me, I think, yet she denies it every single day. There are things she can control, and there are things she can't, but she doesn't want to belive it. Is she scared of her teenager? I think so. It's not my fault I'm like this. I didn't choose to be fucked up. Thank you for showing your affection by twisting me to what you could never be: a free-thinker, creative, proud, musical, and happy. I hope you're happy with what you've got, because you can't turn back now. What's past is past, and it's too late to change your monster. The tyrant will fall, and coming to power will be sweet when you're gone.

Don't worry, bitch, 'cause I love you Mommy dearest.