neither here nor there
i had been looking for a distraction, a way to prove to myself that it wasn't always about you and that i still possessed the chance to invest all the fragile parts of me in someone else. but now i'm afraid this is just all moving in the wrong direction and in some sick way i can foresee a dark cloud with no silver lining. it could really just be the pessimistic side of me speaking out, but it's better to brace yourself for the ugly truth than continue riding on high hopes.
maybe this is all just a figment of my overactive imagination and things are more black and white than i'm led to believe. all i know is i can see the line, and i am intentionally crossing it because that's just how i do things now. i hate proceeding with the classic 'time will tell' mentality, but time is really the only variable i can count on now.
maybe this is all just a figment of my overactive imagination and things are more black and white than i'm led to believe. all i know is i can see the line, and i am intentionally crossing it because that's just how i do things now. i hate proceeding with the classic 'time will tell' mentality, but time is really the only variable i can count on now.