Shame...

[angelic_witch]

There have been a lot of things that I have done that have made me feel ashamed of myself afterwards. There have been a lot of things that I had to get over, move past, or forgive myself for doing. The things that I have never really been able to move past have always been the ones that were out of my control

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[kara_marie]

Um. Why were you tortured in the afterlife?

[angelic_witch]

I d-did a lot of things wh-when I was younger. B-bad things. My f-family had me convinced th-that I was a d-demon when I w-was younger. Until I w-was twenty actually. So... A lot of b-bad things. Not v-very conducive to getting s-sent to heaven...

[kara_marie]

That's stupid.

[angelic_witch]

Wh-which part? Wh-what I d-did? Wh-what my f-family t-told me? Or m-me going t-to hell?

[kara_marie]

Well. All of it.

You're so obviously NOT with the evil. Ergo, you so obviously do not go to hell. Hello? That's how it works.

Well, my mom? She says, said, no one goes to hell. She said it is a THEOLOGICAL impossibility. Because she said that everyone has someone who needs them in heaven or whatever.

But, my mom got lots of things wrong.

[angelic_witch]

Yeah. It k-kinda does. But I'm t-trying to deal with it.

I appreciate th-the vote of c-confidence. The I'm n-not evil part.

I w-wish your m-mom's idea w-was true. I-it would be n-nice.

And m-maybe she d-didn't. Maybe if th-that's what you b-believe then th-that's how it works f-for you...