misery
So I did something really really really stupid, I went on Joel's my space page. Seriously, How much more can I screw myself over? I know I'm not in love with him, but whatever feelings I had for him are not going away! This is really painful! It's like theres a big hole in my chest or something. You know what I need, I need a boy friend, that's what I need. Hell, I'd even go for a girlfriend right now! I'm such a big whiner.