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Now I'm thinking a bit straighter, not that I can do anything straight. LOL
My Mom is driving me up the fuckin wall, I can't stand being home anymore. She's so fuckin wrapped up in her internet world I'm just kinda slipping through the cracks.
My sister offered for me to go stay with her at Bryan's parents' house. I told you know I won't. She's says I know but the offer is there.
Matt's mom actually said I could stay over there. I told him you know I won't. He said it would be a break from them but the only downside is we can't sleep in the same bed. I told him not worth it, I couldn't stand sleeping in the same house and not right beside each other.
I've came to the conclusion, and I find this kinda amusing, Matt's mom is more likely to take care of me when I'm sick then my own mother, god forbid she stop her chatting while my sister's here. Isn't that funny?
You know something else, Matt is very worried about my health and all, my mom told me to keep eating the way I've been eating, and he wants them to stop smoking in the house 'cause it's bad for me, she'd rather be comfortable smoking a cigerette while talking on the computer and killing basically the only daughter she has left, and not for long, I've been tempted a few times to ask for a cigerette just so I can have some control over whether or not I get lung cancer, but nothing has changed.
I told him you know what it may just take me having a heart attack or getting cancer to force that woman back into reality and off her fuckin "escape." That's what she claims it is, just her way of relaxing. All the fuckin time. She wakes up, gets on, but if I have to go somewhere it takes her twenty minutes to get up. We were almost late for my doctors appointment because she wouldn't get off the fuckin computer and then she couldn't find clothes.
I've been tempted so many times to mass PM her fuckin crew and give them my LJ name so they can see what she is really like.
That's why she like the internet because nobody can see how much of a fuck up she really is.
I hate my mother with a flying fuckin passion, one day I'm not gonna be here either I've died or jusat dissappeared, god forbid she notice.
My Mom is driving me up the fuckin wall, I can't stand being home anymore. She's so fuckin wrapped up in her internet world I'm just kinda slipping through the cracks.
My sister offered for me to go stay with her at Bryan's parents' house. I told you know I won't. She's says I know but the offer is there.
Matt's mom actually said I could stay over there. I told him you know I won't. He said it would be a break from them but the only downside is we can't sleep in the same bed. I told him not worth it, I couldn't stand sleeping in the same house and not right beside each other.
I've came to the conclusion, and I find this kinda amusing, Matt's mom is more likely to take care of me when I'm sick then my own mother, god forbid she stop her chatting while my sister's here. Isn't that funny?
You know something else, Matt is very worried about my health and all, my mom told me to keep eating the way I've been eating, and he wants them to stop smoking in the house 'cause it's bad for me, she'd rather be comfortable smoking a cigerette while talking on the computer and killing basically the only daughter she has left, and not for long, I've been tempted a few times to ask for a cigerette just so I can have some control over whether or not I get lung cancer, but nothing has changed.
I told him you know what it may just take me having a heart attack or getting cancer to force that woman back into reality and off her fuckin "escape." That's what she claims it is, just her way of relaxing. All the fuckin time. She wakes up, gets on, but if I have to go somewhere it takes her twenty minutes to get up. We were almost late for my doctors appointment because she wouldn't get off the fuckin computer and then she couldn't find clothes.
I've been tempted so many times to mass PM her fuckin crew and give them my LJ name so they can see what she is really like.
That's why she like the internet because nobody can see how much of a fuck up she really is.
I hate my mother with a flying fuckin passion, one day I'm not gonna be here either I've died or jusat dissappeared, god forbid she notice.