hmmm...
well, the horse show is tomorrow. it should be fairly interesting. i guess according to some mutual friends of scott and i, he has been talking a lot of shit about me. i could really care less. from what i have heard, he doesn't think that this girl that i have been talking about exists and that i made her up. what the fuck? i'm sorry but she does exist because i don't need to live in a fantasy world like he does. i don't need to lie to my friends just to save face. i guess he also said that he wanted to slam me through a table because he is tired of me trying to steal "his girl". whatever. i am so sick of this bullshit with his fantasies. why does he have to be so worried about me? why can't he worry about his own problems instead of trying to start shit with me? he better stop this shit soon. but i won't say or do anything for the time being because of whitney. i don't want her to go through any more shit than she already has to. i don't want to put her through that. i have done too much to fuck things up between whitney and i already, and i am not going to let scott get under my skin anymore because he is simply not worth it. he is not worth my time. tomorrow, i will ignore him. if he tries to talk to me, i will answer whatever he has to say and pretty much just walk away. i am tired of him, tired of his lies, and tired of him calling me every name in the book. if push comes to shove i will do what i have to do. and he is lucky that i have a long fuse. but he better put the scissors down and quit cutting at it. nobody has ever really seen me pissed off. but he is about to get there. i just don't see why he still thinks i am trying to be with whitney. i'm not. mainly because of him. but that is a different story. he wants to talk about stealing people... whatever, i know how he is with stealing people himself. nothing more needs said.
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