in the calm night i walk
well, it is really late, i am tired as hell, i have an interview at 8:30 AM and then it is off to work for me. yea, it is going to be a great day. i have had a headache ever since saturday last week. it never really has gone away. maybe i need to have my eyes checked. maybe i do need glasses. that would be great. just more for me to pay for. my car is practically breaking down. it looks nice now because it got its scar removed, but it put me 168 dollars in the hole. i have a lot on my mind this week. that could also be part of my headache problem. i am just scared that some things will happen. thinking of the future and the not so distant future. i just hope my past won't repeat itself again over the summer like it did last summer. well, i am off of her. i miss her... i wish i was with her right now and could just talk to her with what is on my mind. face to face. not on the phone. good night everyone.
raven
raven