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well, i should be cleaning, but i am on here to entertain whoever reads this. sometimes it is so hard to continue something if you hear so many negative things. i am crazy about this girl, but she doesn't feel the same way about me. she still has strong feelings for one of her ex-bf. the more i read about and hear about her feelings for him, the more i want to toss mine aside and try to help her to get with him again. only problem is, i never met him, and he has a gf right now. so i don't know, i am just really fucking confused right now. now i would love to be with her, and to make her really happy, but how could she really be happy if she still has these feelings for him and not me. she has said that she doesn't feel remotely the same way for me. so am i wasting my time in trying to be with the one that i think i could truly be happy with? i think we could be great together, and everyone else thinks so too, but she can't let go of that first love that she had. well, my thoughts are heavy right now. i would appreciate any suggestions.
raven
raven