these feelings..

[angelic_rage]

like a pounding in my head
these feelings long to burst from me
tearing me apart piece by piece.
I just want to feel something more.
I have cut myself off from all romance
from all love.
from all lust and desire...
and I just want to feel worth what I crave.
where is my love?
where is my heart throb?
I close my eyes and vision fill my head,
of you, of her, of him, or us..
I miss, and I ache...
I want my love to breath.
I want my heart to beat.
where is my dream girl?
who will come and take me away?
I long for a single touch
a single moment.
these dreams leave me feeling so alone.
they stay with me for days...
and in my dream I told her that I loved her..
nothing ever ends right.
I long for a new beginning.
a love I can take pride in..
a world I can be lost in.
give me love Gaia.
give me life..
none of this means anything with out my love.