standing in front of you, they fade into the wall..

[angelic_rage]

close your eyes pretty girl
tell me what is in your heart.
i will keep my arms around you,
i will keep my mouth shut tight.
i am here to believe in your pain.
close my eyes and hold my breath.
i want to fall into this song,
make it louder, and louder still.
standing at the edge of life,
i know i need to jump, dont i?
i can see myself tumbling down the mountain.
and i want to open my eyes now.
grab a hold of something real.
i want to reach out and touch you.
i can almost feel you here with me now.
and i find myself talking to you,
as if you were right by my side.
laughing and smiling,
alone in this dark room.
with the artificial light and music so loud.
i am ready to feel that wind in my hair.
ready to loose myself in all of these things.
so where is the ground rushing up to meet me here?
i see nothing but clouds,
i see nothing but sky and mountain side.
i am ready i tell you,
take my hand, and i will show you everything i mean.
everything inside of me ready to burst.
i am alive again, please give me a life to live.
and a reason for all of this pain,
all of this needs to be worth something.
anything, i am ready for it all.