GGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWLLLLLLL
god damn i'm going so fucking god damned crazy right now.
fuck. and i don't even know what the fuck to do anymore.
once a fucking gain i'm in love with someone who doesn't love me as much. and she's said so. well, she said that she doesn't love me as much as she used to.
WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF SHIT IS THAT????
i seriously don't know what to do any more.
on one hand i feel like breaking up with her, but on the other hand i love her way too much. i mean shit. she makes me so fucking god damned happy. and fucking frustrated.
i'm about to give the fuck up and tell her to do whatever the fuck she wants to do.
god. life would be so easier if i could just cut my wrists and die.
is oblivion so much better then living?
got an answer? i doubt it.
everything is just so god damned frustrating lately. i'm gonna fucking blow up and do some shit i'm gonna regret. i don't know what yet, but i'm sure its gonna be bad.
ya know, a bullet to the head is faster, and very little chance of recovery. maybe that'll be the way i kill myself.
or better yet, just overdose.
hell, i could think of a lot of ways to kill myself, but i doubt i'll ever have the guts to actually do it.
i just want to lay down and sleep for a few hundred years.
fare thee well
fuck. and i don't even know what the fuck to do anymore.
once a fucking gain i'm in love with someone who doesn't love me as much. and she's said so. well, she said that she doesn't love me as much as she used to.
WHAT THE FUCK KIND OF SHIT IS THAT????
i seriously don't know what to do any more.
on one hand i feel like breaking up with her, but on the other hand i love her way too much. i mean shit. she makes me so fucking god damned happy. and fucking frustrated.
i'm about to give the fuck up and tell her to do whatever the fuck she wants to do.
god. life would be so easier if i could just cut my wrists and die.
is oblivion so much better then living?
got an answer? i doubt it.
everything is just so god damned frustrating lately. i'm gonna fucking blow up and do some shit i'm gonna regret. i don't know what yet, but i'm sure its gonna be bad.
ya know, a bullet to the head is faster, and very little chance of recovery. maybe that'll be the way i kill myself.
or better yet, just overdose.
hell, i could think of a lot of ways to kill myself, but i doubt i'll ever have the guts to actually do it.
i just want to lay down and sleep for a few hundred years.
fare thee well