my life
sighz.. i've gotten back my progress report and it wasn't exactly really good. Actually it was okay.. but I wish I could've gotten much better than that.
Yesterday my mom went to school to pick up the report card. Well actually all these.. are not really what I wanna post.. You all still remember the hippo guy I told you about? hrm.. duh.. gimana yah. kalo mo cerita harus dari starting nih.. anyway, gw cerita aja deh. abis gw dah sedih abiz. ceritanya jg complicated..
hrm.. rasanya gw pernah ngepost deh.. "huahuahuahua.. dah lama buanged ga ngeblog disini.. ceritanya gini nihh. gw lagi pingin curhat soalnya i really don't know what to do. i'll make it as simple as possible. gw suka A. Temen A, si B suka gw. Dan gara2 si A nyuruh gw jadian ama temennya B, gw jadian soalnya kayaknya si A tuh pingin bgt gw jadian ama B. Tau2nya skarang si A jg suka ama gw cuma .. yah.. gw dah jadian ama B mo gimana lagi.. ngerti ga? hauhuahua AB AB.. dan.. ceritanya si A tuh orangnya bener kaya gimana.. kalo ada si B, dia nga berani ngomnog ama gw.. and .. i'm kinda hurt.. dia kaya ga care abt me ato gimana gitu.. yah pokoknya gitu deh.. typical problem.. tapi gimana!!!! HELP!~!"
A itu panggil aja wk. B itu sc. Nah.. kan ceritanya gw dah jadian apa sc pas waktu itu. Tapi gw ama wk tuh ya saling menyukai gitu. Happi2 aja qta berdua.. kan kalo menyukai seseorang nga harus memilikinya kan? Trus gw jg ga berani bilang ama sc. Ya uda diem aja. Trus tiba2 satu hari si wk bilang dia mo give up on me. Katanya gara2 sc gara2 dia 'nt good enuff for me', etc. Excuses. Trus sejak hari itu dia nyuekin gw. bilang 'i hate you', 'go away' 'we're nt even friends anymore' blablabla.. of coz gw hurt kan?? saking sedihnya gw bilang aja ama sc coz I realised that he deserves to know the truth. Ini kejadian pas nov/dec gitu. ya.. entah napa... gw sampe skarang masih ada feeling buat wk. it's nt so easy to let go of someone.. nah.. baru-baru ini gw baru tau.. kalo dia suka ma orang laen.. ya uda.. tu gw tahan.. gw diem aja.. entah napa gw pas waktu itu ga ngerasa apa2 cuma numb gt.. terus pulang.. temen2 gw bilang dia taroh msn nick dia 'I hate Adeline'.. I mean, I didn't talk to him, I didn't talk to him on msn, I didn't sms him. Wad have I done to make him put that nick? ya sudah.. gw diem.. cuma sakit deh.. sedihhh bgt..
Begonya.. yang dia suka tuh temen gw.. dan malah gw suruh tmeen gw nerima dia karena gw lebih rela dia ama orang laen asal dia seneng. I wish I could treat him meanly but I just can't... how hopeless I am..
Yesterday my mom went to school to pick up the report card. Well actually all these.. are not really what I wanna post.. You all still remember the hippo guy I told you about? hrm.. duh.. gimana yah. kalo mo cerita harus dari starting nih.. anyway, gw cerita aja deh. abis gw dah sedih abiz. ceritanya jg complicated..
hrm.. rasanya gw pernah ngepost deh.. "huahuahuahua.. dah lama buanged ga ngeblog disini.. ceritanya gini nihh. gw lagi pingin curhat soalnya i really don't know what to do. i'll make it as simple as possible. gw suka A. Temen A, si B suka gw. Dan gara2 si A nyuruh gw jadian ama temennya B, gw jadian soalnya kayaknya si A tuh pingin bgt gw jadian ama B. Tau2nya skarang si A jg suka ama gw cuma .. yah.. gw dah jadian ama B mo gimana lagi.. ngerti ga? hauhuahua AB AB.. dan.. ceritanya si A tuh orangnya bener kaya gimana.. kalo ada si B, dia nga berani ngomnog ama gw.. and .. i'm kinda hurt.. dia kaya ga care abt me ato gimana gitu.. yah pokoknya gitu deh.. typical problem.. tapi gimana!!!! HELP!~!"
A itu panggil aja wk. B itu sc. Nah.. kan ceritanya gw dah jadian apa sc pas waktu itu. Tapi gw ama wk tuh ya saling menyukai gitu. Happi2 aja qta berdua.. kan kalo menyukai seseorang nga harus memilikinya kan? Trus gw jg ga berani bilang ama sc. Ya uda diem aja. Trus tiba2 satu hari si wk bilang dia mo give up on me. Katanya gara2 sc gara2 dia 'nt good enuff for me', etc. Excuses. Trus sejak hari itu dia nyuekin gw. bilang 'i hate you', 'go away' 'we're nt even friends anymore' blablabla.. of coz gw hurt kan?? saking sedihnya gw bilang aja ama sc coz I realised that he deserves to know the truth. Ini kejadian pas nov/dec gitu. ya.. entah napa... gw sampe skarang masih ada feeling buat wk. it's nt so easy to let go of someone.. nah.. baru-baru ini gw baru tau.. kalo dia suka ma orang laen.. ya uda.. tu gw tahan.. gw diem aja.. entah napa gw pas waktu itu ga ngerasa apa2 cuma numb gt.. terus pulang.. temen2 gw bilang dia taroh msn nick dia 'I hate Adeline'.. I mean, I didn't talk to him, I didn't talk to him on msn, I didn't sms him. Wad have I done to make him put that nick? ya sudah.. gw diem.. cuma sakit deh.. sedihhh bgt..
Begonya.. yang dia suka tuh temen gw.. dan malah gw suruh tmeen gw nerima dia karena gw lebih rela dia ama orang laen asal dia seneng. I wish I could treat him meanly but I just can't... how hopeless I am..