Missing Everyone
I'm played host to my cousin and his girlfriend this past weekend and dropped them off at Disneyland this morning.
I really enjoyed spending time with them. I had no idea I missed my family this much until I had to drop them off at their hotel. I wish they'd stay here for the last few days of their vacation but it is their anniversary and I understand why they want to have a hotel for themselves.
I don't regret moving. I really don't. I just miss all my friends and my family so much it physically hurts right now. I spoke with my mom for an hour this afternoon and was sad when she had to go make dinner. I miss my brother too. I haven't really been able to spend time with him since he went into the army six years ago. He got out and came home just a few months before I moved to California.
I don't want to go home. This is my home.
But I do wish everyone was here with me.
I really enjoyed spending time with them. I had no idea I missed my family this much until I had to drop them off at their hotel. I wish they'd stay here for the last few days of their vacation but it is their anniversary and I understand why they want to have a hotel for themselves.
I don't regret moving. I really don't. I just miss all my friends and my family so much it physically hurts right now. I spoke with my mom for an hour this afternoon and was sad when she had to go make dinner. I miss my brother too. I haven't really been able to spend time with him since he went into the army six years ago. He got out and came home just a few months before I moved to California.
I don't want to go home. This is my home.
But I do wish everyone was here with me.