thinking of my mom
i have been thinking of my mom lately. i miss her so much. i dreamed of her the other night. sometimes i wish to go to heaven with her but i have to girls who need me. i know that i didn't want her here to suffer but yet it is so hard to deal with her passing i mean i lost my mother and my grandmother in a years span. and both of some sort of cancer. my mother of ovarian cancer and my grandmother leukemia cancer of the blood. life is shitty sometimes