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I hate how absolutely alone I feel. My anxiety has been through the roof and I'm expecting a panic attack any day now. I have an interview with my sister's company for a job in New Hampshire and I live in New York. Honestly though, I'm ready to leave in New York under the right circumstances. I don't have any friends here. At least not any real friends here. All I want is to be in love. I know people are all "you need to find yourself before you can find love" and blah blah blah. But I'm never going to know who I am. I just wish that someone would give me a break.