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Everything in my life right now is crap. I dont even know why i bother thinking things will change.
I'm never going to lose the 50 lbs i need to, especially not before my birthday
I'm never going to have a career.
I'm never going to have a relationship.
It seems like everything i want is just so impossible that I should just give up now amd stop trying before I get hurt. Nothing ever seems to work out for me anyway so there is no point in getting my hoped up when I know its all just useless anyway. All I am ever going to be is a useless disappointment so there is no point in hoping for anything better.
I'm never going to lose the 50 lbs i need to, especially not before my birthday
I'm never going to have a career.
I'm never going to have a relationship.
It seems like everything i want is just so impossible that I should just give up now amd stop trying before I get hurt. Nothing ever seems to work out for me anyway so there is no point in getting my hoped up when I know its all just useless anyway. All I am ever going to be is a useless disappointment so there is no point in hoping for anything better.