I thought wrong? Way wrong.
I dont know..It still feels the same. Sure we talked but Im just not happy. I got everything out of me, talking with my dad was good. But I dont see the difference, I still feel the same way.
But now I am uncomfortable talking about it. Its been such a long period of time with all this that I just can't talk about it any more. Nothing can get out of me because I am dead confussed with this. I thought It was better, it is but thats just how I see it on the outiside, really its not okay. Its not. Why the heck isnt it?!
Im so frustrated and worried. I dont want to be so sad and down. I dont want to go to school everyday wishing it was over. But thats what Im doing. I don't have any control over anything in my life anymore. I cant stop myself from feeling this way, or thinking those ways. oh gosh I dont know what Im going to do with myself. I dont feel like talking about it because I just can't. I can't. You wont understand. I just wanna give up right now. All this drama has really torn me down, and now its finally hooked on me and itsnt leaving.
Its only Monday, and i am once again in a breaking down situation. Im sorry for being so "deepressed" around you all. But right now I wont be able to change. Everything is inside of me still and Its making me hurt and you see it, because Im not talking and I am not a good person to be around right now. So I dunno what Im going to do.
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But now I am uncomfortable talking about it. Its been such a long period of time with all this that I just can't talk about it any more. Nothing can get out of me because I am dead confussed with this. I thought It was better, it is but thats just how I see it on the outiside, really its not okay. Its not. Why the heck isnt it?!
Im so frustrated and worried. I dont want to be so sad and down. I dont want to go to school everyday wishing it was over. But thats what Im doing. I don't have any control over anything in my life anymore. I cant stop myself from feeling this way, or thinking those ways. oh gosh I dont know what Im going to do with myself. I dont feel like talking about it because I just can't. I can't. You wont understand. I just wanna give up right now. All this drama has really torn me down, and now its finally hooked on me and itsnt leaving.
Its only Monday, and i am once again in a breaking down situation. Im sorry for being so "deepressed" around you all. But right now I wont be able to change. Everything is inside of me still and Its making me hurt and you see it, because Im not talking and I am not a good person to be around right now. So I dunno what Im going to do.
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