Hmm...Things....?
Michele is coming up to visit...FINALLY. Dayum, girl, I've known you for long enough Lol 'Bout time we hung out!!!
I was very happy Omar got to go to the Christmas service on Christmas eve at John 3:16. I was very happy about that. The family situation for Christmas left a lot to be desired. My parents are not doing very well at all. This isn't really news...but it leaves me a bit pensive.
I hate this "in-between" stage, seriously. Now that I'm done with Albany, I just want to be down in Poughkeepsie now. Not in between...up here because my stuff is here, but down there most of the time. I want Holmes and I to be downstate. I'm done up here...nothing is keeping me here. It's sad, because I really used to see a lot of potential for me to grow up here. A lot has happened to me up here, but I'm ready to move on.
I applied for like 4 PT jobs at Vassar Brothers Hospital. The schedule is absolutely perfect for me with my school, so I really hope it works out. I really want my grades to be sent to NYMC, so I can just register and get things going.
So I got an A in Biostatistics, and a B in both Health Policy and SAS. I should have done better in Health Policy, but she's a stickler for attendance and with my colonoscopy and my dr appts....it just didn't work out for my benefit. I could have done worse. The B is good...it's not my concentration anyway. The A in biostats is going to take me a LONG way...still waiting for the Epi 501 grade. She's a bit of a push over (Dr. McNutt). It'll be good to put this behind me. I liked Albany, but it just isn't for me. I will always hold it fondly in my heart though (Enough with the sap story...)
I have a lot on my mind. I want to talk to a therapist about my anti-committment issues and also my anger issues. I really want to become a better person. Hopefully, for myself, and if I resolve this hatred for committment....then maybe I will be able to be a wonderful person to that Mr. Right someday. Hmm...I wonder if he's even reading this. I used to think he was...but I don't know anymore. I want to take a step to make myself better....I hope "he" does too.
Poo...I should go. Talk to you stinky poops later.
*HAPPY*BIRTHDAY*JESUS*
Love,
Christina
I was very happy Omar got to go to the Christmas service on Christmas eve at John 3:16. I was very happy about that. The family situation for Christmas left a lot to be desired. My parents are not doing very well at all. This isn't really news...but it leaves me a bit pensive.
I hate this "in-between" stage, seriously. Now that I'm done with Albany, I just want to be down in Poughkeepsie now. Not in between...up here because my stuff is here, but down there most of the time. I want Holmes and I to be downstate. I'm done up here...nothing is keeping me here. It's sad, because I really used to see a lot of potential for me to grow up here. A lot has happened to me up here, but I'm ready to move on.
I applied for like 4 PT jobs at Vassar Brothers Hospital. The schedule is absolutely perfect for me with my school, so I really hope it works out. I really want my grades to be sent to NYMC, so I can just register and get things going.
So I got an A in Biostatistics, and a B in both Health Policy and SAS. I should have done better in Health Policy, but she's a stickler for attendance and with my colonoscopy and my dr appts....it just didn't work out for my benefit. I could have done worse. The B is good...it's not my concentration anyway. The A in biostats is going to take me a LONG way...still waiting for the Epi 501 grade. She's a bit of a push over (Dr. McNutt). It'll be good to put this behind me. I liked Albany, but it just isn't for me. I will always hold it fondly in my heart though (Enough with the sap story...)
I have a lot on my mind. I want to talk to a therapist about my anti-committment issues and also my anger issues. I really want to become a better person. Hopefully, for myself, and if I resolve this hatred for committment....then maybe I will be able to be a wonderful person to that Mr. Right someday. Hmm...I wonder if he's even reading this. I used to think he was...but I don't know anymore. I want to take a step to make myself better....I hope "he" does too.
Poo...I should go. Talk to you stinky poops later.
*HAPPY*BIRTHDAY*JESUS*
Love,
Christina