Good Morning All
Well good morning all. I am awake once again at 6am. Now that I am done with that.. Yes my pain in my side is gone.... It was from my ribs being brusied on the inside. I also sprained my ankle yesterday. I missed the bottom stair at school. I felt so dumb but oh well. I just found out my dad is moving to Mass in June... I dont really know what to say to that but I guess I have to deal with it.. I cant tell him he cant go. I am going to try and find a place of my own soon because I can deal with living in Biddeford anymore then I have too. I am so sick of it hear it aint funny. I am doing really good in school and I am glad about that. Nikki is still going to daycare for now. I am going to try and get her in to one soon that does transportation because I cant deal with walking in the winter time and this Hill we live on is gonna kill me before the end of it. I am going to end here but before I do I need to get some things cleared up with some people....
~Ashley we are friends. I am sorry about the other day. I was really upset and I took it out on you and Jesse. I am going to your party as long as I have a ride to and from. I am glad we are friends and I know that you and Jesse are only friends. I am sorry that I jumped a gun before I talk to you and assumed that you were together. I want to tell you I am sorry and if you cant accept it then tell me. I know that you want me to trust you and be friends with you and I am going to try and do it. Yes I will ammit that If you and Jesse hook up I am going to be upset because he is my first love and I love him more then anything. Like I told Mel and Jesse yesterday, if you guys do go out its going to take a lot for me to come around and be friends with you too for that reason. I am not going to feel right being around my ex while he is with my best friend. I am sorry. I love you like a sista and I hope things become strong between us again soon.
~Jesse: I am sorry I went about things the way I did. I need to start thinking before I act. I do love you and I do want to be with you but If we cant trust each other then we need to start working on that before we continue being together. I love you with all my heart and I am glad to of met such a wonderful person like you. I hope we can still be friends and work through this and all of our problems.
~Mel: Thanks for being there when I need someone to talk to and thanks for supporting any decisions I make.. I am glad I can turn to someone like you.
~Michele: Thanks for being a friend to me and I wish we could hang out again soon. I am still trying to get to fryburg fair but I dont think I am going to make it.
~Adrienne: I am sorry that I have talked to you lately... I have been very busy with all this shit I am doing. when I come up we need to get together so I can Domanic and you can see Nikki.
~Ian: I dont have much to say to you accept thanks for being there when I need a shoulder to cry on and thanks for being there when I need advice. U know the rest so I dont need to keep going.
~Ashley we are friends. I am sorry about the other day. I was really upset and I took it out on you and Jesse. I am going to your party as long as I have a ride to and from. I am glad we are friends and I know that you and Jesse are only friends. I am sorry that I jumped a gun before I talk to you and assumed that you were together. I want to tell you I am sorry and if you cant accept it then tell me. I know that you want me to trust you and be friends with you and I am going to try and do it. Yes I will ammit that If you and Jesse hook up I am going to be upset because he is my first love and I love him more then anything. Like I told Mel and Jesse yesterday, if you guys do go out its going to take a lot for me to come around and be friends with you too for that reason. I am not going to feel right being around my ex while he is with my best friend. I am sorry. I love you like a sista and I hope things become strong between us again soon.
~Jesse: I am sorry I went about things the way I did. I need to start thinking before I act. I do love you and I do want to be with you but If we cant trust each other then we need to start working on that before we continue being together. I love you with all my heart and I am glad to of met such a wonderful person like you. I hope we can still be friends and work through this and all of our problems.
~Mel: Thanks for being there when I need someone to talk to and thanks for supporting any decisions I make.. I am glad I can turn to someone like you.
~Michele: Thanks for being a friend to me and I wish we could hang out again soon. I am still trying to get to fryburg fair but I dont think I am going to make it.
~Adrienne: I am sorry that I have talked to you lately... I have been very busy with all this shit I am doing. when I come up we need to get together so I can Domanic and you can see Nikki.
~Ian: I dont have much to say to you accept thanks for being there when I need a shoulder to cry on and thanks for being there when I need advice. U know the rest so I dont need to keep going.