Jan 14, 2005 12:24
well i havent written for awhile... well eric and i broke up finally on january the 2nd which isnt bad i didnt cry i mean i care but there are so many guys i could have been with who were willin to treat me better and just be so good to me but i fucked up but who doesnt anyways ive been really busy lately with softball dancing and skool and i hardly have had time to have a life because ive been workin too. eddie and i are getting along now and are tryin not to fight me and ricky have been talkin a lot and ive been single and mingling but not that much... my friend died like 2 weeks b4 winter break i had a pretty tough time dealin with it so i isolated myself during winter break only goin over julie's house once and talkin to salimah... i mean w/e i didnt even go to that competition in orlando i was so depressed it was sickening but there is the same competition in may so im good... january 28 im goin to a casting call with Tali and Emmi to audition as dancers for Ciara... This is my first time auditioning for dance so im really nervous and they have already auditioned many times b4 so i guess i feel secure goin with them. maybe i wont make it in this time but definitely next time 4 sho... well my life is goin pretty str8 now... having fun with giselle and janelle (giselle's sister) and tatiana at softball we ahve fun and im so so so sore... hmmm ricky is a wierdo lol he was singing the spiderman song yesterday on the fone and yea then he started doin drumbeats lol... i swear people who are in magnet for music or drama or chorus are definite hyper wierdos... u should see our hallway.... or the classes... bunch of hyper wierd people all in one room ^_^ hehehehe i miss being online but soon enuff ill be online again... *evil laugh*
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-Angel
<3Salimers Julez Ricky Janelle Giselle Raul Tim Michael Jorgito Edwin<3
i need to look for new guys like not in my skool!