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I feel like my state of mind at the point should be recorded for me to return to at a later time. I have been out of college now for a little over a month and I'm rapidly approaching my start date. I have not yet received my diploma, despite the fact that Amanda already has hers, so I'm hoping that is not some sort of bad sign. I'm starting to pack and starting to realize that this whole Pa thing is sort of real. I know it wont hit me until July 6th when I'm at my first day of work living in my new apartment in my new state. But right now I feel very frightened. I'm praying that everything will work out well and that I will do well at my job and now here's a crazy thought, but maybe I could even enjoy it. I hope that this is a good change for me. I have to say that I am very very thankful that I have a job, however unreal it may seem right now. I know some people are still struggling to find one, and I feel for them. I remember spending days, hours, weekends, applying for jobs that seem hopeless. I went to so many random interviews looking for jobs, I know how awful it is. But to be out of school and to be looking for one must be even worse. I hope everyone is able to find a job, and not just any job, but the job they deserve as a Michigan engineer. Well, I don't have much else to say I suppose. Just hoping that all goes ok.