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In 31 days I will be with the person that I love the most outside of my daughter and immediate family... It's been far too long since we have seen each other and I cannot wait... I am so extreamly excited and happy to be able to spend 10 days with him and see where it all goes from there... We have spent not a whole lot amount of time together in person and it will be wonderful to have a 10 day vacation after the rough year I have had in many area's of my life. I will miss my daughter who's 3 1/2 but more than ready and okay with Mom being away for that amount of time. She will be with my best friend and her family who she loves spending time with and I am sure while she will miss me and I will miss her... It will be a welcome break for me that I know I deserve even when I feel guilty about taking it and a fun time for her even when she does miss me. We will have direct contact thanks to technology through internet video calling and cell phones and we can talk as much as we want but don't leave me feeling slightly guilty about going away for so long. But I am trying to not let that get to me at all. Just trying to enjoy the fact that I get to be with someone who I so enjoy spending time with!!!! And I am going to a state I have yet to ever have seen so it's all exciting even if it is overwhelming at times! :)