FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
I'm stressed already and school hasnt even started yet. I have too many things I have to do and not enough time to do all of them in. I have to make decisions about my future like where I'm going to go to college and what I'm going to major in when I honestly have no idea about either one. Also, I have to get my schedule fixed before school starts and that is going to be a challenge.Another thing is that I have sort of been ignoring my friends. I havent meant to but I just dont want to bring them down with all my shit.They have their own problems to deal with and they dont need mine. Also, my family fighting every night and putting a lot of pressure on me is not helping. They fight about the stupidest things like what we are having for dinner. They also they are constantly on my case about school and college because they dont want me to fuck up like my brothers did but putting more stress on me is not the right way to keep me motivated. The only thing that has kept me sane the past few weeks is my amazing boyfriend Brad. He makes me laugh and keeps me thinking about other things when I'm upset. I dont know what I would do without him. I love you Brad.
<3 Heather
<3 Heather