looking back
tonight i got bored at work and started looking back at some old party sites i used to look at, i actually ran across that silly report made by the phoneix police department on extacy use in 2001, guess they felt they had time to waste back then considering the ever evil osama bin laden was not here to haunt all of our dreams. haha .
the funny part is i saw all these dj and promoter names of my friends in this police report. wow some of them never even touched a pill in their lives, dont think they really deserved to be in a police report.
then that prompted me to want to look at silly old party pictures of me, i only ran across a couple none as old as the ones i wanted to see (ages of 16-19) i just found some of me when i had first moved back to arizona. sometimes i miss how close me and kelly were at one time and thinknig i was going to have all those friends forever. with milez moved away me moved away(again) and everyone just sortof drifting apart it bumms me out a bit to look back, but it makes me laugh my ass of at how many of us go fat, had kids , go mairred more than once, and thank god none of that has happened to me. guess im not so bad off afterall, or maby im just boring.
whats permanent anymore anyway? i mean think about it, i guess nothing is, although there was a time i thought everything was so permanent, guess thats just me being a drama queen. the only thing ive done is managed to travel the united states and a good deal of canada and mexico, and here i was thinking i hadnt done much hahah.
anyway, yeh seeing all those names on the fliers and on the police report made me think of how many people i actually ended up being friends with later on, and how happy it made me to have them around and how i never really thought about the magnatude of the life span of friendships.
oh yeh the other night jon took me to a rave, i was hopeing it was not a rave but it was, i mean i went to a messov this last summer and i had alot of fun cuz it was totally beautiful and it lasted three days and that rocked, but this was a regular ole boring rave and i was totally hateing on it. me jon and chris(bohn) were walking up the stairs to this party and this kid totally flipped out and was like oh my god that was chris bohn(he was headlining , damned if i know) , i just turned around and was like .... hmph. then we almost got abolished at the door cuz we walked in after chris, i was like excuse me yeh you , i am old enough to be your......really big sister take your hands down. anyway then we got this slew of apologies as if we had walked in with the fucking king of the universe.
i would have to admit i didnt have much of a good time at the party, i left early , im really not into that stuff anymore, chris is a good dj n all and im glad jon got to see his friend spin, but im just not very ravetastical anymore haha. then i counted the years and im like oh geeze i did my first one of those almost nine years ago, fuck nine years.
i dont feel very old but my eyes have been acting up lately, pretty soon ill just be sitting at a buss stop talking about my corns !
tonight i finish moveing my things out of beaverton and i move downtown. i fianally got what i wanted with living downtown n all, i would really like to go to school for makeup artistry , but there arent to many good schools for that in portland.
the funny part is i saw all these dj and promoter names of my friends in this police report. wow some of them never even touched a pill in their lives, dont think they really deserved to be in a police report.
then that prompted me to want to look at silly old party pictures of me, i only ran across a couple none as old as the ones i wanted to see (ages of 16-19) i just found some of me when i had first moved back to arizona. sometimes i miss how close me and kelly were at one time and thinknig i was going to have all those friends forever. with milez moved away me moved away(again) and everyone just sortof drifting apart it bumms me out a bit to look back, but it makes me laugh my ass of at how many of us go fat, had kids , go mairred more than once, and thank god none of that has happened to me. guess im not so bad off afterall, or maby im just boring.
whats permanent anymore anyway? i mean think about it, i guess nothing is, although there was a time i thought everything was so permanent, guess thats just me being a drama queen. the only thing ive done is managed to travel the united states and a good deal of canada and mexico, and here i was thinking i hadnt done much hahah.
anyway, yeh seeing all those names on the fliers and on the police report made me think of how many people i actually ended up being friends with later on, and how happy it made me to have them around and how i never really thought about the magnatude of the life span of friendships.
oh yeh the other night jon took me to a rave, i was hopeing it was not a rave but it was, i mean i went to a messov this last summer and i had alot of fun cuz it was totally beautiful and it lasted three days and that rocked, but this was a regular ole boring rave and i was totally hateing on it. me jon and chris(bohn) were walking up the stairs to this party and this kid totally flipped out and was like oh my god that was chris bohn(he was headlining , damned if i know) , i just turned around and was like .... hmph. then we almost got abolished at the door cuz we walked in after chris, i was like excuse me yeh you , i am old enough to be your......really big sister take your hands down. anyway then we got this slew of apologies as if we had walked in with the fucking king of the universe.
i would have to admit i didnt have much of a good time at the party, i left early , im really not into that stuff anymore, chris is a good dj n all and im glad jon got to see his friend spin, but im just not very ravetastical anymore haha. then i counted the years and im like oh geeze i did my first one of those almost nine years ago, fuck nine years.
i dont feel very old but my eyes have been acting up lately, pretty soon ill just be sitting at a buss stop talking about my corns !
tonight i finish moveing my things out of beaverton and i move downtown. i fianally got what i wanted with living downtown n all, i would really like to go to school for makeup artistry , but there arent to many good schools for that in portland.